Where are you spring break??

To say the least, I am so ready for spring break.
 I'm already envisioning the deep cleaning, packing, and relaxation I'll hopefully get done. I also am in desperate need of a break from being a Mom. My 11 month old is teething, so he is needing me more than usual. Poor baby is in pain. However, I am mentally exhausted. I am so tired of school, pumping, cleaning, and feeling sick. A couple of weeks ago my baby was sick with a cold, double ear infection and he was teething. At first, I knew he was sick with a cold, after all, I wasn't getting much sleep because of it. That Thursday, we couldn't keep his temperature down, I was so worried. I took off the school day, called his PED and brought him in. Thank goodness for modern medicine and Peds that are family friends. I don't think I could afford a trip to the ER. Last week, my fiance's mom, who watches the baby frequently, was sick. I ended up missing my night class both weeks for my baby being sick, and then because I didn't have a sitter. I usually have my fiance watch him for my night class but, he had dinner with doctors. He works in medical sales, so there was no way out of it, especially at the last minute. I had so much guilt for missing. I hate missing. Not only that, I missed the two classes before my midterm. I'm fairly confident in the material however, I don't like feeling unprepared. Sometimes I'm told I'm harder on myself than anyone else is but still, I pride myself in being responsible. However, the stress is getting to me, and I feel my motivation slipping. I feel the exhaustion and sickness beginning to set in. I feel drained mentally and emotionally. Wheres the pause button when you need one? Thank goodness for spring break........I can't wait to see you!